First of all, I wish you a happy and phenomenal 2011. Full of amazement, great adventures, lots of love. Passion.

It has been over a year now since my last journal entrie. A lot has happened since. It has been an emotional roller coaster, a hell of a ride of which I'm still recovering.

I haven't taken a lot of pictures the last year. I used any and every excuse of the book. No time, no passion, no urge, no inner need. I neglected it because I felt the urge to do something else. Anything else.

I started to write again. I used to write, a lot. Every day. I used it to cope with my inner demons. A way, a manner to deal with them. To avoid drowning in a sea of opposite feelings. To avoid surrendering to the chaos in my head, my heart.
The demons submerged, hid, out of sight. To remain silent, and grow stronger. I didn't feel the need to write anymore, so I stopped. They seemed gone.
Untill last year. The demons subsurfaced, even stronger then before.

Now, I'm better, feeling better, getting better. In the next couple of weeks I hope I have the courage the post some of my writings. So I can share some of the darkest moments of my life...

Untill then, be nice, and love!